Monday, August 26, 2013
Random Writing Post. Can Be Ignored.
This is necessary because I took two days off from the computer and its simulacrum of the real world. But that's a post for a different day when the gears in my brain are better oiled. I'm feeling more and more that I pretend-live on the net and that my real life isn't saved and set aside for that, to be enjoyed later. Must consider.
In any case, the last two days I spent at the seaside. Wonderful view of the Mother Ocean, making me feel tiny tiny and unimportant, yet quite safe. The world is OK, even if the human race disappears which might be an improvement, from the ocean's point of view.
I watched a family of groundhogs and they came by to check me out. An interesting inter-species moment. A worried look from the groundhog (waddling quickly past after turning its head to gawk at me), a worried look from me until I figured out what animal this was and that it most likely wasn't rabid but just sorta tame. Or it had tamed me or whatever.
To return to the topic of that first paragraph: I took the weekend off because of how my return from the Finnish vacation struck me: The Internet (Twitter, blogs, articles and so on) pulled me hither and pushed me yonder and made my brain feel like I had been twirled around for an hour. I would follow a thread of thought and find it disintegrate into hundreds of strands which would then get entangled with each other and produce a knot impossible to tease apart. I would try to follow some other thread of thought and end up with the same dilemma. Where is my place here? Do I have any useful function left?
I don't know, and neither does the groundhog. Though it likes lawnmowers which make its dinner easier to reach.